I Used to Love Him Lyrics

As I look at what I've done
The type of polite that I've lived
How many things I pray the father will forgive
One situation involved a young man
He was the ocean and I was the sand
He stole my heart like a thief in the night
Dulled my senses blurred my sight

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I used to love him but now I don't
I used to love him but now I don't

I chose a road of passion and pain
Sacrificed too much and waited in vain
Gave up my power ceased being queen
Addicted to love like the drugs of a fiend

Torn and confused, wasted and used
Reached the crossroad, which path would I choose
Stuck and frustrated I waited, debated
For something to happen that just wasn't fated
Though what I wanted was something I needed
When momma said no I just should have heeded
Misled I bled 'til the poison was gone
And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn

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Father, you saved me and showed me
That life was much more than being some foolish man's wife
Showed me that love was respect and devotion
Greater than planets, deeper than oceans
My soul was weary but now it's replenished
Content because that part of my life is finished

I see him sometimes and the look in his eye
Is one of a man whose lost treasures untold
But my heart is gold, I took back my soul
And totally let my creator control
The life, which was his to begin with

I used to love him but now I don't