Bother Lyrics

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping further
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds


Wish I was to dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping further
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
With it's memories
Diaries left
With cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping further
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping further
But once I hold on: (But once I hold on:)
I'll never live down my deceit