Searching for Owls Lyrics

When the sun is fading
You can see me searching for owls
If you rise I'm craving
You can hear me whisper in the night

I adore you but I seem to bore you
And I'll never love you
There's just too much I owe you
I need a black black heart in my red room
Never loose the day I saw you

And I got little things I told you
When you're out I whisper loud:
I love you
And it was written in the stars
No, brother I don't feel anything

I was born in red rooms I haven't dreamt of living a lie
That's a fact I walk through
Oh, the owls can hear you at night
I drip my money in water
I quit my ice with pure alcohol
But that's the last time I saw you
Ever since I've been searching for owls

I told you
But I seem to bore you
And I'll never love you
There's just too much
I owe you
I need a black black heart in my red room
Never loose the day I saw you
And I got little things
I told you
When you're out
I whisper loud:
I love you
And it was written in the stars
No brother, I don't feel anything

Did You betray the people behind you ?
Yes I betray the people I love
Did you behave like God was behind you ?
Now that's a sin then I'm guilty