De profundis Lyrics

I cannot fight that I am sad
I have to look and see
Am I right or is my head
Playing bad tricks on me
It looks like all the joy
In my life has gone away
I wanted too much
And now I'm gonna pay

How can you help a man
When you hold your head up high REF
You're dressin all in white
But you do not even try
I look onto the world
And I don't like what I see
You're used to swallowing all
But I can not agree

I wish that I could throw myself
Right into life
But everywhere I go
Impressions cut deeper than a knive
I never had a darker mind
I got no time for nothing
Depression is my second name
If you won't stop me I'll go insane

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