Bottom of a Bottle Lyrics

I've been scared and lonely
I've asked myself is something wrong with you
My girlfriend told me
I need some time alone to deal with issues

But something makes me carry on
It's difficult to understand
Why I always wanna fly

I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottle

You always call me
And ask me how I make it through the day
I'm always fallin'
I guess it's just god's way of making me pay

But something makes me carry on
It's difficult to understand, why I always wanna fly

(chorus x2)

When i, I wonder why I try
And i, I wonder why I bother
And i, I wonder why I cry
Why i, I go through all this trouble

(chorus 2x)