What the hell is wrong with me. I try to see what im not able to see. I try to be what im not supposed to be. i've tried everythin' but nothing works for me. I guess id better stick to my tv. its the only thing that makes me feel free. I can change the channels whenever that I please. ive got a cable to fulfill my precious needs. im a failure to this world and im week. im a geek, a tv freak. The way I find the pleasure that I seek is when I watch tv and when im a sleep. one program more while this whole worlds gets sour and I get to watch it on a screen im a geek, geek.