Deeper Down Lyrics

An unfortunate Journey
Through a bleak Sea of Loneliness
I carved through the Waves
Of Grief
In a black Vastness of Self-Doubt

I have never felt so alone
So pitiful and wretched
And low

I'm tried by a terrible Wind
The Misery and the Pains
Blow

Fill my Vast sails of Ruin
Steer me toward a bleak End
A Horizon of purples and reds
The still Waters
Of my welcome End

The Clouds of grey
Come overhead
A Storm will hunt me down
And rip the Guts out of my Body
That I would surely drown

The unforgiving Wind searches
And lashes me like a Whip

The Self-pity overwhelms me
My Heart sinks like a Ship

Thrashing out at Torment and Pain
The maddened Sea engulfs me

I let myself be swallowed up
The magnificent Weight upon me

Deeper I go, deeper down
Didn't think
It could get any blacker

The Cold bites, the Pressure builds
I think I no longer matter

Can't tell if my Eyes
Are open or closed;
The grieving Waters swallow the Pain
I'm in

Through my Life of Sin
The Devil will doubtless follow

Loneliness is Agony
For those of you - who know

A War of grief and Sadness
Rages through Mind, Body
And Soul

When Lovers die
And Friendships fade
When Kin all lie forgotten
The Gates of Agony spew forth
Your Memories,
Stinking and rotten

So deep now
I feel so numb
I'm ravaged by utter Loss
The Guilt, the Grief,
The astounding Pain
My Body, they all will wash

I hope I never return to Life
Oh, Christ just let me go
Let Death devour my simple Soul
Lest my Misery grow

I quietly leave. A lonely Sight
Relieved of all my Guilt

To join a Wall of deepest Hell
The Devil himself has built.