Outro Songtext

von Lauryn Hill

Its like.
If you.
Tired of that.
You give yourself up...
Listen, nobody can blackmail you with anything.
I'll never forget...
You know when I first...
Started to really understand what this was all about.
I just went to my parents and I just started confessing about the stuff I did like in the second grade...
Seriously...
But we don't know how all that stuff from the time we're kids man...
All that repression...
All that stuff just holding you.
You know all that.
Talking about boys feeling my booty in the second grade.
I mean I'm telling you, and I'm ashamed of that.
You know?
Like no, like.
What other girl in this audience played run catch and kiss or those silly games?
You know?
But just from a child, you know, growing up with all of that guilt.
You know?
And we think that that's God.
We think that's God...
Telling us feel guilty!
God is saying get free.
Confess man.
Understand that.
Look.
Everybody's going through that same stuff.
Same issues its just a bunch of repression.
And I'm saying man, life is too precious.
Its too valuable.
For us to just sit here in this boxes all repressed.
You know?.
Afraid to admit what we're really going through.
You know?
I'm saying, I'm tired of that.
I'll tell people, listen its so funny it's like.
You know, when I tried to...
I'll never forget.
When I was pregnant with my first son and I was trying to keep it a secret it was all of over the place.
You know?
And when I said hey, I'm having another baby.
I didn't hear about it at all.
And I said man, y'all just want to deal in stuff that people don't want out.
So I just gave myself out.
Yeah, I'm having another child.
What else would you want to know?
Yeah I'm crazy and deranged