Picking up Pieces Lyrics

I really need to talk with You.
I keep stepping on the vein
That keeps my lifline flowing though.
I wanna be Your perfect stick of glue.
But I don't feel perfect at all,
Sad and insecure flaw. yeah
I find it hard to hold conversations.
I get sweaty sick and I wanna walk away.
No, It's not You it's strictly me in this situation.
But I'm wondering will it ever go away?

Just go away - still.

Sometimes I feel like weeping
Awake and when I'm sleeping
Perfecting how to put a gameface on.
And this puzzle I've been keeping
Has been in hiding, creeping out the closet door spilling out onto the floor.

How long will I be picking up pieces?
How long will I be picking up my heart?

Listen I'll be as honest as I feel.
I feel like I'm getting more paranoid cause I'm hearing things and they never turn out real
Oh
It feels like my heart is made of pure steel.
It's just so heavy all the time

I'm scared of death
I'm scared if living
Shit.
I gave up on the past
Cause It's unforgiving.
Hm-mh
I misplaced my trust
I watched my world begin to rust.
I'm that baloon about to bust.
I need a place for reliving still

Sometimes I feel like weeping
Awake and when I'm sleeping
Perfecting how to put a gameface on.
And this puzzle I've been keeping
Has been in hiding, creeping out the closet door spilling out onto the floor.

How long will I be picking up pieces?
How long will I be picking up my heart?

Be picking up my heart?

Be picking up my he-art?

Picking up my he-art?

Picking up my he-art?

Picking up my heart?

Keep picking up my heart?

How long-in another space an time
Keep picking up pieces-in the corner of my mind
How long-getting oh-so hard to find
Keep picking up pieces-in the corner of my mind

Come on - Wou
OHhhhh...
But I still walk on...