As easy as it was Lyrics

This is not an easy one to sing standing here,
Struggeling for the right words to say, now that
You're going away - this is not an easy one to
Feel - standing here, no chance to heal the
Broken heart as I see it all fall apart

It's not as easy as it was, it's not that easy -
Since you went out the door it's never been
As easy as before

I don't mind you broke the china - I know I've
Been a fool but I can't take back the lies - I got
No card left to play, just the naked truth, won't
You come back and stay

Life's shading grey from day to day, it seems
You stay a million miles away...