The beating of your life Lyrics

Ohoho?
If a man at highway speed decides
He hates his life
How would a tractor trailer sound at impact?
Could you describe
The precise shriek cut short by popping?
What is the time his blackened innards arrive
In a pine box to his parents
And can you explain your answer?

Will I lie when tortured?
Crack and cry for mother?
Curse you, father must I suffer to deserve your name?
This is the part of splitting apart or healing
This is the punch to shatter the heart the beating of your life
And you'll never get to be there twice now
This is the pain, you cannot contain the bleeding
This is the answer key
Will I be someone that I trusted?
Will I be someone I can trust completely?

If I have one dream that's taken away,
How many dreams am I left with?
And if I want to kill all of my friends when I'm a kilometre away, how many guns will it take?
And if I'm 6 feet tall why do I still feel small here beneath the posters on my wall?
I swear to God
It wasn't supposed to turn out this way

Will I lie when tortured?
Crack and cry for mother?
Curse you, father must I suffer to deserve your name?
This is the part of splitting apart or healing
This is the punch to shatter the heart the beating of your life
And you'll never get to be there twice now
This is the pain, you cannot contain the bleeding
This is the answer key
Will I become one in a billion?
Will I become a billionth of what I should be?
Oh, where's my answer key?

Ohoho?.
I don't wanna decide, I don't wanna decide
WE ARE A SUM TOTAL OF OUR CHOICES
I don't wanna evolve; can't I just dissolve in apathetic atrophy?

(Sing with me)