Dear disorder Lyrics

Dear my disease, I love and rely upon
The comfort of your torture
Safe in my shame, and bloodied by freedom
My shelter is your void now

Dear disorder:
You won't smother me for long
Dear Dysfunction:
You won't love me when I'm gone
And I don't belong to you

No

Get to goodbye, it's taken too long to write
This suicide note novel
I must embrace, your blanket security
Though you asphyxiate me

Dear disorder...

Am I nothing without you?

"So this is goodbye..
The back of my prescription
Recounts the nightmare that veiled my eyes
To hide my destruction...
Wringing my throat dry, the sky is black...
Take back what's rightfully mine
I sieze control this time...
I leave no legacy
The page is smeared with tears
As I write these final words...
To you I leave only my pain...
My exit is one-way...
And you're not coming with me."

DIE, DIE, die today
So let's die, die, die today
NOT but I don't wanna die
We're gonna die today

One last time
But I don't wanna die, die today