The black and cold reminds me
Of all the distance we have crossed.
And if your darkness blinds me
I could never be more lost.
But I'm not the one who seeks your protection.
I'm not the one to share the disguise.
And I'm not the one who reeks of rejection.
I'm not the one to tear the same way twice.
Chorus:
You push from the inside, smothered.
You push from the inside out, smothered.
You push from the inside, smothered.
You push from the inside out.
Here all your walls surround me.
They're closing in, they've lost my sight.
The violence around me
Found me when I could not fight.
But I'm not the one to take your direction.
I'm the one who wears the disguise.
And I'm not the one to share your reflection.
I'm not the one to break the same way twice.
Chorus:
You push from the inside, smothered.
You push from the inside out, smothered.
You push from the inside, smothered.
You push from the inside out.
I will never win.
I will never win with you.
I will never win.
I will never win with you.
I reach you.
I fear you.
I know no more than you know.
I hate you.
I still do, everytime you let me go.
Chorus:
You push from the inside, smothered.
You push from the inside out, smothered.
You push from the inside, smothered.
You push from the inside out.
You push from the inside.
(x4)
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(x4):I will never win.
Smothered, I'm smothered.
Writer(s): Soren Sarkisyan, Thomas Decker, Brad Kane, Jonathan Santos
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