If I ever learn Lyrics

Tried to believe
In everything she wants me to believe in
I tried
I've tried to say
All the things she ever dreamed to hear from me
Tonight
And she just turns away like all the days before
It's hard to let her go
If I ever learn
To see when she's angry

If I ever learn
What she feels inside
If I ever learn
To see when she's happy
If I ever learn
What she's got in mind
Wish I could find
A thing in this world that makes her lose all
The pain
Maybe I will never really understand
Why she's gone
And the hope I kept inside is what she left behind
She turns away again
If I ever learn...
Want you to know
Wherever you may be I hope you're happy somehow
Maybe now
Maybe someone else's words can reach your heart
Instead
If I ever learn...