Gods Plan Songtext

von Phora

God gives the toughest battles to the strongest of his people
Just make sure you good with karma when it meets you
Its evil it will haunt you it will eat you it will take away your peace of mind and blind you and decieve you
Never let em get to you so cause we all got a place in this world we just might not know where to go
See im here for a reason and im right where im supposed to be
And all i know is that god is watching over me
This life is a blessing for real jesus on my necklace man the pressure is real
Ambulance and gunshots ghetto bird on my block aint even trust the cops they dont protect they just kill
So pops told to me to pack a weapon foreal cause the world is cold and they will never respect how you feel
I know what exactly what he meant when he said jealousy kills
And i tried to take a breath but i feel like im choking on my own blood
Sick of these streets cause they show us no love
I done see kats bag up drugs and slang to they own son
This shit aint no fun they carrying heaters cause they got cold blood
They wont ever see me weak and i wont run
Gotta watch my back every muthafucken day
And the same time never look back and look for a way to make it out these streets
Some people never make it out these streets
And they shootin at me it felt like a nightmare
Never understood why these cowards just couldnt fight fair
Always need a weapon but this life is such a blessing they pulled the trigger my guardian angel was sitting right there you dont believe in god? explain this they killed my ass twice and i still lived and all it did was make me famous
And appreciate life in ways i couldnt explain
Bullet in my head a few inches from my brain
Homie im blessed to be alive and still breathing
Whats it gonna take to show these people that im here for a reason
I said im blessed to be alive and still breathing and whats it gonna take to show these people that im here for a reason
1 o clock in the morning heading back home
Driving down freeway just me and my girl
Talkin bout our future talkin bout life talkin bout these places that we trying to be in this world
As i look to my left i seen a car aproaching from a distance and all i heard was *pop pop pop*
What? im trippin can this be a hit man they letting shots off at 90 off the freeway
Im get soon as it popped off
Bullets burning throught the back of my neck
Blood leaking down my back
Windows shattered as im gasping for breath
Bullet scorching as it ran through my flesh
Heart pumping blood rushing
Felt the adrenaline pass through my chest
Thinking if i die tonight they'd probably laugh at my death
But god has my back and thats why im blessed
I asked my girl if she was hit but she was panicking
I checked her body she was fine but she seen i got shot and called the ambulance
Yeah, in the back of the ambulance i just stopped
Were they following me
Did someone set me up
Is somebody plotting on me
They tried to kill me
They really tried to kill me again
Dont wanna die without saying bye to my mom or my friends
Only 20 years old living in this world so cold
Hoping my family dont have to see me go
Im in the hospital fighting to survive fighting to stay alive
Doctors keep tellin me not to close my eyes
They sayin stay with me deep breaths just breath
In and out, out and in
Veins filled with iv's
I closed my eyes stared at the skys and the trees
Asked god to bless me just one more time
Almost dropped to my knees now im back up on my feet
(i should've died that night 3 shots from a .45 went through my ride that night
Hit me two inches from my spine i could've been paralyzed
Guess you could say destiny was by my side that night. x2) cause everybody want a ride or die chick
But she was the true meaning of ride or die when them bullets went right through my whip cause she was by my side the night i got hit and still riding with me till the day i day
See thats a wife not a bitch
Just wanna see you happy i'd give my life for that shit
I'd take a .45 a .9 even a knife for that shit
I know i wasnt perfect we had our fights
But imma make things right cause we only got one life and thats it
But never let these kats take your peace of mind or your smile from you no matter how hard they try no matter what they try to do i'll always be right there to the side of you
Got the choice to be happy and not the only one who can decide is you
But Sometimes im mad at myself sometimes i ask these people questions i can answer myself
Sometimes i wish i can show these kats how i felt
But i know karma is a muthafucken bitch and its gonna handle itself
3 people in my car that night Me, Destiny and God
Like why the lord keep letting me survive?
Im so blessed that im alive but truth is they could've put that bullet through my head but dawg legends never die
I said legends never die i just wanna be remembered
(They can kill me but that only means i'll live forever. x2) Muthafucka!