Panic Lyrics

I got this clot that says that I can't do a thing,
And it kills me that what I love I can't do.
My mind is torn,
My life is smashed up.
And I know it's right and I feel it's time to kill...
I'm in panic because I can't breathe...
I have this feeling in my gut to the point of nausea and I feel so,
So fucking empty.