A Thousand Apologies Lyrics

SO AFRAID!
Thoughts come my way,
LOSE IT ALL!
But it was nothing anyway,
WHAT'S DONE IS DONE!
And I know I'll be saved,
In time you will,
SO MOVE ON!
God said he'd help me through,

And you're all very proud,
When there's nothing left to steal,
And I feel, so real, it scares me.
And have I ever asked for more?

BETRAYED!
My plans award me,
IT'S NEVER UP TO ME!
I know that I'll break,
HOW FAR KID?!
Coz from here it looks like a long way down, I can't climb back up,
That's keeping me from you, Refrain

Can't you stick out your fears, can't you push them out some more, yeah (2x)

I...know...it's...all...in there...but I...can't see...
I CAN'T SEE THAT FAR!!
WOOOO!
Yeah!

Those who made up time, now what's it gonna be? ARGH!
Something, something's wrong, something's wrong, something's very WRONG! ARGH!

Please...can...I...have...more...time?
...If I see you again, I'll laugh right in your face.