Real Life Fantasy Songtext

von Ja Rule

Real life, real life fantasy
Fantasy, real life, real life fantasy

I'm a rock star, Rick James, Mick Jagger
Bright lights, big stages, bad habits
Get high, go to prison and evade taxes
This is not what I envisioned when I started rapping

Fuck the mansions, the Phantoms, the suites, the cabanas
Because none of that matters when the mirror shatters
All I see is pieces of me scattered
Is it a miracle or is it madness?

Because when I puts it all together
It reflects this and this is me
About as close as you gonna get to insanity
Or genius, my real life fantasy

Is this my life or am I dreaming?
I can't lie, I don't believe it
I, I don't believe it
I, I is this my life

The talk of the fantasies, the more twisted the memories
I never thought Gotti would leave the game like D R E
Never thought 'Shanti would ever stop reppin' the team
And how the, the fuck is Lloyd hooking up with the enemies?

If this was '03 I would have told you
You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be
I miss Vita, Caddi, Black Child, Charlie
I thought we were tighter then the Marleys family

But I guess you can't be in an industry
That breeds nothing but envy
Jealousy, please nobody be friend me
In my real life fantasy

Is this my life or am I dreaming?
I can't lie I don't believe it
I, I don't believe it
I, I is this my life

I'm fantasizing about dreaming 'bout a nightmare
How weird is this, it seems like somebody just lost their grip on
(Real life)
Fantasy, fantasy, fantasy, fantasy

I'm on more than they're on, cocaine or methadone
I'm on this money, these bitches, the upper echelon
I'm on one, reality's on one
It's a thin line, here's to Christian

Is this my life or am I dreaming?
I can't lie I don't believe it
I, I don't believe it
I, I is this my life

Is this my life or am I dreaming?
I can't lie I don't believe it
I, I don't believe it
I, I is this my life