This Is Now Lyrics

Another memory and I'm asking myself:
Why can't I let the past be the past!?
Once and for all take a hold of the future
And not let it control what I aspire to have.
I see where my decisions have brought me
Whats done is done and its time to start again
Can't let it tear me in two or waste me away

I gotta believe

Cause this is now!!
How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
This is now!!
If I control myself I control my destiny. (x2)

What I've seen and what I've been through has made me who I am
There was a time in my life where I had no desire to carry on
I couldn't see a place for me or a will to survive
I never thought to rely on myself or the beliefs that I have denied

But this is now!!
How can I can change tomorrow if I can't change today
This is now!!
If I control myself I control my destiny (x2)

If I control myself I control my tomorrow
I got to change today
Cause this is now!!

How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
I must control myself if I'm to control my destiny.

Cause this is now!!!!

This is now!!
How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
This is now!!
If I control myself I control my destiny (x2)