Captive Lyrics

I want to scream sometimes, louder than passing traffic
Yet only I can hear, my silent noise
Everyday consumes me, each step I'm falling in
Imprisoned in my own choice
The phone's ringing every minute

PRE-CHORUS: So I try to take time, just to breathe for a minute
To find a silent breath I can call my own
So I try to give time one more quiet second
To find a silent breath I can call my own

[Chorus: And I know I choose to be, yet I feel I'm a captive of it]
I make love to it, but I hate it
And I want to, but I'm scared of running away
To make love or to hate is all in my own hands

I suppose you always feel safe when you feel control
Yet under all I know, I'm never really in control
Time's my most intimate love, peace is the sister I dont have
Silent is pure sanctity, how I crave for you

PRE-CHORUS: So I try to take time, just to breathe for a minute
To find a silent breath I can call my own
So I try to give time one more quiet second
To find a silent breath I can call my own

[Chorus: And I know I choose to be, yet I feel I'm a captive of it]
I make love to it, but I hate it
And I know I choose to be, yet I feel I'm a captive of you
And I make love to you, but I hate you
And I want to, but I'm scared of running away
To make love or to hate is all in my own hands

[Outro: Yet the unknown breeds fear, my mother's breast seems miles away]
You can be happy, you can be happy
You can be happy to play the game until your deck runs out