Regrettably Lyrics

I beat myself a wound
That adorns my body
I sprinkle it softly with salt
To make it more beautiful
I let myself to the vein
And open the skin gently
I enjoy the kiss of the blade
That makes me into a man

I hang myself on thin wires
I asked myself to do it
I feel sorry for myself so sorry
I feel sorry for myself so sorry

I am not afraid of the bogeyman
Because I can do away with myself on my own

I must
I must hurt myself again
I feel sorry for myself so sorry
I must hurt myself again
Because only the pain heals me

I love my scar
In all its splendor
A nice souvenir
I made it myself
I bite my tongue
And suffer in silence
I draw the old knife
Through my skin once more

But when I see myself in the mirror
My little heart hurts so badly
There is still room on my skin
I will do again that which I dread

I must
I must hurt myself again
I feel sorry for myself so sorry
I must hurt myself again
Because the pain is all that's left for me
I must
I must hurt myself again
I feel so sorry for myself
I must
I must hurt myself again
I harm myself
I must hurt myself again
Because the pain is all that's left for me