Near the End Lyrics

I only disappoint you
You only disappoint yourself
I know I can't control you
You know I can't control myself

I'm over my head, in and out, I'm ahead tell me why...

What are you waiting for?
I don't wanna know but I'm already there, and again
I don't know myself
I don't wanna know but I'm already near the end

I have a curse because of you
I have a curse upon myself
I'm going to reach and pull you
I'm going to make you hate yrself

I'm over my head, in and out, I'm ahead tell me why...

What are you waiting for?
I don't wanna know but I'm already there, and again
I don't know myself
I don't wanna know but I'm already near..

I know I know I'm not myself, I'm not myself, I'm not myself
I know I can't control you but are you o.k. when I'm alright.
I know I know I'm not myself, I'm not myself, I'm not myself
I know I can't control you but are you o.k. when I'm alright.

Alright... alright!

I'm over my head, in and out I'm ahead
I'm over my head, in and out I'm ahead
I'm over my head, in and out I'm ahead
I'm over my head, in and out I'm ahead

Tell me why!

What are you waiting for?
I don't wanna know but I'm already there, and again
I don't know myself
I don't wanna know but I'm already there

Tell me why!

What are you waiting for?
I don't wanna know but I'm already there, and again
I don't know myself
I don't wanna know but I'm already near the end, end, end...
The end, end, end, end, end...