This unbearable loneliness
-It gnaws my sorrowful
Heart away
Only silent stars above me
Sharing the same pain
Of being alone
And the watery moon creeps
Wounded and weak
Across my heaven
Melting away like time
The draining colours
Take shape in front of me
Your distraught eyes
Starring at the intimate stranger
And your fading soul
The last living dream behind me
Whispers my name
The dying bird
On the muddy ground
-longing for the boundless heaven
And the silent scream
Of another victim
Causes my heart to beat faster
The pulsating life
-tempting like a breath of spring
This moment of pleasure
So deeply detested
But I want to live it
Ever and ever and ever again I'm burning!
The dreary world swimming
In front of my eyes
Transforming
To an ocean of colours
And senses
And the thrill of excitement
Floods through my veins
Look at me my love
What do you see?
The evil spirit
Takes your cold, cold hand
And while the beast
Was plummeting down
The god was finding redemption
But the Sanctuary lamp
-it's not ment for my eyes
I turn up and try to forget
I see thousands of faces
-paralysed with fright
But I can't repent,
Can't feel compassion
Don't stare at me
You leave the trouble all
Behind you
You are free but I'm a slave
Of myself
Forever!