Happy in Hell Songtext

von Colt Ford

Between happy and hell, thats where Im living now,
I really wanna love her, but I just dont think that I know how.
Can I give her everything she needs? Can I give her anything I want?
Will it be about what I do? Will it be about what I dont?
Will it be about what is right? Forget about what is wrong.
Will she love the man I am or the man that sings this damn song?
Dont know if Ill ever know the truth, it might not ever show.
But if I never tell the truth, then will she ever know?
Am I her shining light or just her darkest day?
I wonder if shell leave, hell, I wonder if shell stay.
Oh, God, Im so confused, is it a lie or truth?
Im at the crossroads, tell me which one to chose.
Is there a right or wrong? Its getting hard to tell,
I need to know the price, and should I buy or sell.
Oh God, I really love her, but should I ever tell?
I guess Ill just live here between happy and hell.
Im in a catch-22
Damn if I dont, damn if I do
Im in love with another girl
And Ive been dreaming in another world
Ive been living with the devil
While Im creeping with an angel.
Alls well that ends well,
I guess Ill be happy in hell.
See fates a funny thing and lifes a crazy game,
You got losers and winners, but everyones a sinner.
Its hard to figure out, its like its all grey,
Would they say I won or lost, but, really, who was he?

For the one that never came, tell me who you wanna blame.
Is it the one in the mirror? My visions getting clearer.
My thoughts are still blurry, love will you please hurry?
Dont think that I can take it, love will we ever make it?
And if I give you my heart, you promise not to break it?
Or maybe now its broke, I think Im gonna choke,
Emotions backing up, see, probably stacking up.
Im looking for an exit, Im getting boxed in,
The dogs are getting closer, gonna find my fox den.
The truth is on my tongue, I wonder, should I tell
Or maybe just let it lie between happy and hell?
Im in a catch-22
Damn if I dont, damn if I do
Im in love with another girl
And Ive been dreaming in another world
Ive been living with the devil
While Im creeping with an angel.
Alls well that ends well,
I guess Ill be happy in hell.
She never getting closer, forever seeming further,
Will I be the one she loves, will I be the one that hurts her?
Oh, God, I cant take it, her heart, I cant break it.
So if we run fast, never look back and can we make it?
The truth is looking for us, but love is really screaming.
Is there a chance for us or am I just dreaming?
Is there a right way? Is there a wrong path?
Gotta know which way to go, and will I cry or laugh.
My heart is really racing, the truth is still chasing,
Im so afraid of it, well life is made of it.
Now that youre all here, I guess I gotta tell
Which one Im gonna pick, is it happy or hell?
Im in a catch-22
Damn if I dont, damn if I do
Im in love with another girl
And Ive been dreaming in another world
Ive been living with the devil
While Im creeping with an angel.
Alls well that ends well,
I guess Ill be happy in hell.