Shading Lyrics

I've seen through the shading
And down to what's within
Reaching you will feel me

Lost and alone
You said I was what you were looking for
So why do I feel so empty

And it seemed so real
Pulled from my grasp taken away
Am I nothing in your eyes
Reaching out I feel
You were pulling away, never letting me in
I am nothing in your eyes

Day in day out I see you live your life again
A fool I stand here in waiting
In letters words and pictures
You profess your love to me
And to the last they were lies

The malice I should feel for you deceitfulness
Some how always escapes me
And in the shading
Between the words you said to me
I know i'd be left empty