Don't smile in trouble Lyrics

I won't pick up the phone
You said I'm better off alone
Don't wanna hear your voice
I can't just sit, smile, laugh 'bout stupid jokes

You make me puke my insides out
I'd even take this pain
You broke my heart, you cursed my life, you stole my self-esteem

As your self-confidence
Grows bigger I warm up my hands
To chop your ears and scream
Those things I never dared to say, just in my dreams, go

Let me out, I want out into the rain
Let me out, to wash away the pain