Die (the next few times) Lyrics

I'm glad I can see that you made it
You look just as good as then
A stab in the back I feel traded
To my own worst enemy, I

Can't count these days & nights
When I drank to that girl
Now she's said to be the happiest in the world

Too bad I can see that you made it
I don't look as good as then
Why can't we just go on pretending
We cannot but share this pain, I

Can't count these days & nights
When I drank to that girl
Now she's said to be the happiest in the world

So I say good night to all my dreams
What's wrong when all of this feels right ?
Drinking down all my sorrows
I fall asleep and die (the next few times)
I drink them down, I fall asleep and die