Feels Like There's Something Dark Inside Songtext

von Your Demise

Every moment I spend at the end of line
Feels like you're hanging me out dry
The things I've said I can no longer believe
Cos now several years I've tried
I've been the believer of the constant deceiver
Now I'm calling this my time
Cos clearly you have better things to do
And simply so have I
I'm down and I'm out of anything to believe in
But the life in front of me
It hurts that I know she's a long way off
Because I'm stuck inside a false reality

Feels like something inside me
Is tearing down but it won't come out
Feels like a fire inside me
Burning me down 'til I'm down and out
Feels like something's hiding
It's hidden away in the darkest space
Burning me down, 'til I'm down and out
I know it's hitting you too, I can see it in your face

I've had illusions in front of me
Of how this really ought to be
But for those moments in time where I lived the high life
I realize it all don't come for free
But now it's dragging me down, the taste is fading away
Only just on the tip of my tongue
Still feel like a kid but everything I believe in
Doesn't let me think I'm young
It's been on my mind, seems a matter of ages
And why should it matter to me?
When I've worked so hard, brought myself to tears
Now I feel sold short for everything we've done

Feels like something inside me
Is tearing down but it won't come out
Feels like a fire inside me
Burning me down 'til I'm down and out
Feels like something's hiding
It's hidden away in the darkest space
Burning me down, 'til I'm down and out
I know it's hitting you, by the look on your face

So when will the time come to hang up our boots
And everything else this has accumulated?
I can't believe my life is selling me out
Where my life long dreams turn to things I've hated

Bet you never knew that of the things I've had this has always been my thing
Now something out there has grabbed my attention
Don't think I can stay much longer here
Everyone know that as soon as you feel that complete and utter chore.
There's just a layer of dust and burning ashes right beside me on the floor

Feels like something inside me
Is tearing down but it won't come out
Feels like a fire inside me
Burning me down 'til I'm down and out
Feels like something's hiding
It's hidden away in the darkest space
Burning me down, 'til I'm down and out
I know it's hitting you hard
Now I can't stand to see your face

I feel I surpassed everything I've done and everything I'll ever be
Now there's only one thing for it
I'm locking the world out and throwing away the key

I've tried to run and hide
Feels like there's something dark inside
I've tried my luck and made up my mind
Feels like there's something dark inside
I think about this every day and night
Feels like there's something dark inside
I'll think about this 'til the end of time

Definitely know there's something dark inside
Certain there's something dark inside
Definitely know there's something dark inside