Song About Why I Suck Songtext

von Wil Wagner

Before if i fucked up anything i only hurt me
Id never hurt anyone but now there are real people
My actions are fact and i can not stand it
I cannot handle it
I smoke to much weed
And watch to much tv
I always run out of cigarettes
I lie about everything
This used to be me but now its feeling stale and friendly
And i hate what ive become
But i never been so proud of what ive achieved
And i steal from my friends
This is how i will tell them
But sometimes im broke
And when i am ill do anything
But its no excuse cause none of us have a thing
Be you were all honest i self a grandiose my own bullshit
Borrow money for food, and i spend it on booze
An eat bread from the dumspter
And use anything that i can use
To block out my thoughts
Quiet my brain
I still jump when the pain comes

And i hate what ive become
But i never been so proud what ive achieved

And i just want my parents to think that im clever
And excuse my lifestyle but my lifestyle has become an excuse
Formed out of habit
And i just want my friends to know that ill never fuck them around again
Cause people are everything
And i sing these songs
To sing up with the straglers
And i sing these songs because nothing else matters
And i sing these songs out of fury and fear
And i sing these songs cause without them i wouldnt be here
With you