Thanks a Lot Lyrics

Find me in the next life
Until then I won't let you in
I trust what exists: life

I tried
I called for a sign
To bring me to life
But all I managed to find
Were fools in paradise

And now I struggle to see in color
Carry my burdens with no ignorant bliss
Avoiding problems under the covers
But time won't stand still while I hide in my room

Without a purpose, why do I bother?
Scraping the bottom for reasons to exist
I hold my head down under the water
So that I may find this supposed white light

Slowly
I've come to realize I can only count on what I know and
Knowing
Without uncertainty eludes me as I wander through this life

If there's a reason for this existence
Somebody tell me why
I know the world will just keep on spinning
Whether I live or die
One choice could end this forever
Or at least in my mind
But my voice and yours heard together
Could shed a different light

Myths and legends (they're not real, though I feel afraid)
Fool us again (I tried to, I want to believe)
Thirst for knowledge (it takes me, it breaks me again)
Gives no solace (that I can find)