Weapon of Choice Songtext

von Victim Effect

This weight
It's growing thicker everyday
I won't break
It's just that someday
I know somebody is going to find
I'm just another assassin
You don't know what you asking
The way you speak
It's so convicting
And I know, it's so fake
And as I listen, I love it
I dream of buying in
Just one more fantasy woven
And how long can I hold this in?
I lied again, but I smile
I'm lying in wait for you to give way
That's just what it has to be for now
And I know this cuts but I smile
So deep as we feed this addiction
We say never again
We've got to let go
I've come to detest
To despise what I've chosen
And remember loving every step of the way
Now you swear at how easy this is to be broken
But you're blind to the sweat and the lines on my face
It's so hard to deal with regret
It's not hard to revert to before
It takes time just to climb your way out
It's not hard to care anymore
Another fantasy weaving
Is this the way you expect me to live?
I lied again, but I smile
I'm lying in wait for you to give way
That's just what it has to be for now
And I know this cuts but I smile
So deep as we feed this addiction
We say never again
We've got to let go
I lied again, but I smile
I'm stepping out of this race I've run
Convinced I've won