Cruel to myself Lyrics

Thoughts are running through my head
The words I said and what I meant
Nothing seems to come out right

'cause I can't say sorry
'cause I can't say sorry
'cause I'm too confused

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Torture myself
Too weak to be vulnerable
Cruel to myself
How do I find my way
Torture myself
Too weak to be vulnerable
Cruel to myself
How do I find my way home

Scratch your name into my mind
See my pain or are you blind
Come and make these diamonds shine

[refrain]

I am helpless
Waves are crashing down on me
I am breathless
Suck me under pulls me in

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