Heart as a Ghost Lyrics

I'm kind of trying to get out of here
I'm trying to get rid of foolish ideas
‘cause for so long
I've been treating my heart like a ghost
And I've been seeking the words that I lost
Now you can be horrified as much as you like
But that's the way things go between you and I
You can call me a liar and I
Well I'll get straight to the point
And tell you the reason why

Believe me nothing I said was unreal
But acknowledge that we never signed any deal
And for too long
I've been treating my heart like a ghost
And I misused every office and post
I've been seeking the words that I lost
Abusing the ones I love the most