Ugly (At the End) Lyrics

Ugly at the end It's lovely when it blooms but ugly at the end
Ugly at the end It's lovely when it blooms but ugly at the end
So my mom died, it wasn't pretty, yeah, it was about as far from pretty as you can get and still be on the goddam planet, I couldn't stop thinking about it though because as much as she criticized me and my lifestyle I kept thinking that her life and death was just like one of my relationships to use a word I hate
Ugly at the end It's lovely when it blooms but ugly at the end
Life is just so lovely when it starts and the expectations are so unlimited like at the beginning of a vacation or buying a new car just like my mom when I look at her baby pictures with her mother beaming and her dad so proud then it changes and changes and changes some more, gathering more and more momentum as it rumbles and stumbles down the path to ultimate ugliness, of course with relationships, when it gets ugly, I just move on, there's always another one but with people it gets ugly and then you die
She was a bitch but I miss her