Washed up Lyrics

They ask me why I hardly speak these days
Sometimes it's better not to say a word and hide my face
It's hard to feel love, it's hard to find peace
There was a time I thought these things but that's the old me
What if I, what if I [?]
Something else, something someone'd die for
It's not enough, it never seems to be enough
[?] tunnel vision and it's something you know nothing of
It's a [?]
And it will never [?] to you

I've crossed the line and there's no going back this time

How could this happen to me
I feel that I missed my time
Struggle [?]
I swear that I'll be just fine, I'll be just fine

They see me, they hear me
They try to twist around the words I spoke clearly
[?] that honesty is no longer what they wanted from me
They're seeking lies of false hope [?] and it's fixable
They're craving lies
[?] you are invisible

I'm [?]
[?] lied to my face and drained all my veins
Been searching for someone to care
Been searching for someone to care