Somehow Different Lyrics

Somehow different

I feel it, my live is calling
Over and over again
Often I see some anger coming
And I still let it in

Strophe2
I'm just lieing in my bed
The whole day and the whole night
I didn't noticed what I mean
Between me and myself is a fight
I forgot what I said to you
Because I'm so confused
Now I smoke another cigarette
I have nothing else to do

Ref:
I see it in my way
I feel it every day
And I don't know what it is
I cannot find the truth
Im confusing in my roof
And I don't know what it is

Strophe3
I often vomit myself
And I don't know why
Maybe are the drugs the reason
I could start to cry

Ref

Strophe4:
I had waste my fucking life till
Now, but it's now too late
I will give myself a headshot
Cause I'm not afraid(to die)

( I look into the sky
I try to catch my breath again
but I also try to die)