This Time Songtext

von The Mist of Avalon

Better not to be born at all**
Is what the prince said
A faded rainbow falls
My guts burst as I hang
For 30 shackles
I became the bastard one
On the horizon
The beast stands tall
Without my damnation
The tempter would have won
But I bore this curse
To be forever his
The angels cried
With a kiss he smiled
On the field of blood
Belial knelt down
Forever I'll dwell in the field of fire
Forever I'll dwell in this land of doom
Whatever the price
I'll pay it all
Dark is the abyss
Lonely this doom
Oh why
Why father
Why am I
The one of all sin
My name is cursed forever
Oh why
Why father
Why am I the bastard one
When can I be forgiven?