Forget to Begin Lyrics

You're always on my mind.
You're the voice inside my head.
As I travel through this life I try to stay ahead
But I'll never see you again.
I disappear when you turn on the lights.
You've got to forget to begin this time.
Even if it's going to hurt somehow,
You've got to forget to begin somehow.
If I'd want to stay in line
I'd never leave my bed.

And I wonder all the time
If you meant the things you said
You life me up, I'm so wrung out
But now it's coming back
I'll never be just forgotten and alone.