Wrecking Ball Lyrics

Searching for the right words but they never seem to come,
Do they get caught in my throat? Am I just losing sleep? Feeling cheap?
Replaying endless stories in my mind
Regretting what I find.

There's a light on in the dark, and I can see the past.
It's standing right in front of me. If they could see us now,
I'd watch them all turn down the chance to sail this sentimental sea with me
They've all got some place else they'd rather be.

Searching for the answers but I never can describe,
The regret and all the pain, and what you took from me,
Honestly, I wait for the endorphins to arrive,
And the pressure to subside.

I've seen it, I've heard the line before.
I've seen the sharks come circling,
You can't swim for the shore.
And I don't have an answer,
I've had all that I can take, and I won't justify your selfish fucking waste.
Accidents happen, given everything I've got.
So just keep me as a memory - of everything you've lost.