Killing Me Again Lyrics

Should I regret some things I did,
Or some stuff I said
But nothing's gonna change, I live my life my way
Never gonna find the peace that I'm not searching for
The tables won't be turning, I live my life today
There's this plaque between us, I can see it
And it's killing me again
It's coming back
You've kicked me down to the ground
Like everything's my fault

You've spit me right in the face, in the worst possible way
Now this is the last time, I'm leaving now
So I can tell myself and say: "I live today"
Should I regret some things I did, or some stuff I said
Your ace still beat my king when I walked
Out of this game
Could you be the devil lost in heaven, lost without a trace
If you feel cold of disappointment, then I feel hot today
There's this plaque between us, I can see it
And it's killing me again
It's coming back
You've kicked me down to the ground
Like everything's my fault
You've spit me right in the face, in the worst possible way
Now this is the last time, I'm leaving now
So I can tell myself and say: "I live today"