Sufferer Lyrics

Somewhere I lost it walking the fence between my anger and it's bitterness
Do I call it quits?
Does my sanity have what it takes to afford the damage?
Fighting with everything I am to hold it together
Looking back in shame and regret at all the ties I've severed
I'm spinning out of control
I'm one half of a whole
I've lost faith in myself
Nowhere to go
As I dismiss responsibility

Avoid opportunity just to achieve my temporary relief
With death and hate as far as my eyes can see
And every anchor of pain and self-deat chained to me
I laugh in failures face and I throw it away
Throw it away
Throw it away
The hell that I've paid is nothing compared to the monster that I face
And sometimes it seems I haven't learned anything
But I'll die before I let this world bury me
Bury me
I'm breaking away from pain and self-defiance
I've found my way in faith and self-reliance
And I can say I stood to face the giant
But if I die, at least I'll die a lion
At least I'll die a lion
At least I'll die a lion
At least I'll die a lion
At least I'll die a lion