I Don’t Deserve This Lyrics

I made my own way
Got lost in the game
Wandered out in the desert
And came back just the same

Searched for a place
Where a man could be free
I saw the enemy staring back at me
I don't deserve this

Sacrificed my love
Tore a hole in my heart
Tried to fly the flag
And then ripped it all apart

And then at the moment when it seemed least likely
I found my salvation
I felt the blood drain from my body
And my arms reached up to the sky

The skies parted and a gentle rain fell
Down upon me and everyone I ever knew
And everything I had ever done and everything I had ever seen
Was all laid out before me in a path of my life
And I let myself go, I let myself go, I just let myself go