So Weird Lyrics

It's so weird i still live here
It's so weird i still know you
So weird i still love you
So weird i'm still alive.

Every day i awake
And i'm truly amazed
I made it another day.

I'm too afraid to kill myself
And too afraid to really live.

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Every day is the same
Every night is the same
So weird i ended up here

Every kiss is the same
Every love is the same
So weird i ended up here
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So weird i still lie here
So weird i can't talk
So weird i can't move
So weird i'm still alive.

If i were to leave this place
Tonight and not turn back
I'd end up where i started

I'm too afraid to kill myself
And too afraid to really love.

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Every day is the same
Every night is the same
So weird i ended up here

Every drug is the same
Every fight is the same
So weird i never change

Every kiss is the same
Every love is the same
So weird i ended up here

Every day is the same
Every night is the same
So weird i never change
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