Pond Lyrics

The bottom of the pond
They're wondering where I've gone
They thought about trying to find me
But it was just a passing thought
I hate my own body
But I am fucking lazy
I sit here wanting change
But just keep doing the same damn thing
What's the use in trying to survive?
To survive

If we don't do what makes us feel alive
Feel alive
What's the use in trying to survive?
To survive
If we don't feel alive
All the time I had was lost
I'm wondering where it's gone
I wear a watch for structure
But I don't do the things I want
All the things I want
What's the use in trying to survive if we don't feel alive?