Blonde Hair, Black Lungs Lyrics

When you told me you were leaving,
Well I couldn't feel my mouth,
Because all I'll ever be is someone else.
As I watched you walk away,
I felt something in me change.
My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away

So I drove home,
At a hundred miles an hour,
Just to see what it feels like to fly.
I crashed my car,
Into someone else's backyard,
Just to see what it feels like to die.

When you told me that you missed me,
Well i couldn't close my eyes,
Because I realized what it felt like to die.
'cause all you'll ever be
Is a nightmare and a wet dream,
A reason to smile from six feet under ground.

So bathe me in pale flesh,
Promise that I'll never be good again.

I hope you miss me when I'm gone,
Because I can't hold on for too long.
And I'm so scared of dying alone,
That I'll kill myself right here, right now.

And i'll die.