Why bother Lyrics

You already thought
I ran away
I wish I had
But not anymore
I guess some people would have
In my situation
But I always was
A little different
A born outsider
I think we need to get this straight


Chorus:
That I'm only staying
Until I packed my stuff
There's not that much to pack
Anyway
Why can't I ever have some happiness
I everything that makes me happy
Is wrong
Then why even bother

I wish I could
Think that way
But I can't help
Wanting to squash walls
All I want to do is
Cry
I feel so weak 'cause I've been
Strong all the time
For the first time
I want to break down, think no more

Chorus

I die with every pumping sec
Rythmless, I see no way out
Oh god, you stand in front me now
Wanting to ask if I couldn't stay
At least I imagine it

Chorus

Then why even bother
Oh, how can I only stop bothering?