Feels like dying Lyrics

Now the joking's over, real life's overtaking me.
I got to make my decision to bear out my destiny.

But I'm still young inside my head,
Can't deal with the expectations
That everyone is trying to put in me.

Cause it feels like dying, my future cannot start today,
Yes it feels like dying.
And there's no denying, my sorrows are keeping me awake,
Yes it feels like dying.

They say you won't get far without a focus on success,
Without a serious profession, my way of life will be a mess

Maybe I think a bit too much, but my time is running low.
To find the answer it's on my own, what's the best way for me to go.