How to Survive a Vicious Cock Fight Lyrics

I am not human anymore I'm sure you can agree that you are no different my past haunts me the memories I obtained are an open wound cause you keep ripping off these scabs things could have been fixed couldn't youspeak can you just please take my eyes from my face tear my skin from my body I want to be blind to be deaf to be numb I want to be dead to decay to be loved rip my soul from my flesh I just want to be numb