Stuck in the God Damn Limbo Lyrics

Oh, my d-dear, you don't know the half of it
Drinking champagne in the back of a transit
While my body's getting busy, I choked him good
With a million different chemicals under the hood
We wasted everyday playing fools and playing guitar
Video camera, yea, saved it all
Now, I didn't even watch 'cause I get so scared
That I'll screw my whole life wishing I was young again, hey
And I miss the rain from yesterday
Hell, I miss the rain from everyday

I guess as soon as anything seems to gather some age,
It just seems like I want to be there again
And, I'm falling forward as the days fall back
Lost is the love, now just panic attacks
Drinking keeping busy, keeping busy in that
Yea, I've fell forward as it all fell back
Fuel tanks while taking kicks to the teeth
Concrete-kissing, and maybe it'll all fall on me(?)
There's no stopping now, so let's kick it to full speed
Drinking all the flies that land in my drinks
Spitting at ink at page has lost its edge
The dictionary's never made less sense
Maybe I'll give up my writing, but it won't die in vain
These days I just struggle to get it to heal the pain
Yea, I miss the rain of yesterday, I miss the rain of everyday
I miss the rain of yesterday, I miss the rain of everyday
I miss the rain of yesterday, I miss the rain of everyday
I miss the rain of yesterday, I miss the rain of everyday
I miss the rain of everyday, I miss the rain of everyday
I miss the rain of everyday, I miss the rain of everyday
I miss the rain of everyday, I miss the rain of everyday.
I miss the rain.
(I'm just gonna leave it) (?)