To Myself Songtext

von Romanovsky & Phillips

I wanted more than anything to be the man you needed
I thought at times that it would work, I thought I had succeeded
But all along you knew the truth
You knew that it would be no use to keep on trying
Guess I was lying to myself

The night we met I liked you but I never dreamed I'd love you
It's funny how as time went on I wanted so much of you
You seemed to like me from the start
I soon believed we'd never part, it seemed worth trying
And I was sighing to myself

I wanted to know you
To let my love show
You let me be the fool
How could you be so cruel?
Why didn't you tell me?
You put me through hell
We never had a chance
To find our sweet romance
But you knew, didn't you?
Why didn't you tell me, too?

So now I guess it's over but I just can't seem to face it
It seems I'm always looking for
Another to replace it
But finally I'm breaking free
I'm learning to depend on me
I've just stopped trying
But I'm still crying to myself